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I wanted to know if I would still be in the music. In the late afternoon of August 22, 2026, I had never made a song. That evening I set out to write Donna a love song and see whether AI could help me give voice and musical structure to a lifetime of experience without making it feel manufactured. Thirty-seven days and sixteen original songs later, people who know me say they hear me. Listen, watch the videos, and be the judge.
Paul Pfanner had never written a song until this August. A month later he had an album. Here, off the Suno platform and gathered in one place, is all of Last Man Standing, along with the cover and the videos he made to carry the songs further.
In the late afternoon of August 22, 2026, I decided to write a song. I had never made music before, though fragments of lyrics and song structures had been in my head for more than a decade. By the end of that first weekend, I had rough drafts of most of the 16 songs that became Last Man Standing. Within a week, I had all 16.
The whole idea was inspired by Rick Beato. He has a YouTube channel with more than 5 million followers, and he showed how easy it was to invent a hollow, fake AI musician. It really struck me. If that’s what it’s coming to, people who create don’t have a place. Where do we show up in any of this? And I thought, well, why not find out? Let’s see if I’m actually in this, if I learn something, if I learn how to make this into a tool to bring forward what’s in me that hasn’t been shown to the world yet.
I’ve always been moved deeply by music, so as a creative spirit I’ve long wanted to write songs. Uno problemo: I have no musical ability. My piano teacher, Mr. Yoast (RIP), was kind, but he became increasingly frustrated with my appalling lack of physical mojo on the keyboard. But the desire to create lyrics and tell stories through song has been with me since childhood. I dreamt of what was possible via the songs that kept entering my odd little head while I was drawing, painting or just walking to and from school in my hometown of Whittier, California.
I was very much influenced by certain musicians. Bob Dylan, of course. I love the music of the Rolling Stones, and the Beatles to a point. I love the sonic vibe of Chris Isaak. David Bowie had an absolutely interesting way of constructing the lyric. Freddie Mercury. Jeff Buckley. Johnny Cash. These were people I admired and who inspired me with their hauntingly beautiful lyrics. Their songs became the soundtrack of my life and drove my sense of who I am, who I love and what I love.
But the one who really inspired me to go for it was Stephen Wilson Jr. He was a scientist working in a lab before he ever sang in front of anyone, and he's a brilliant vocalist and musician. His songs about his father touch my heart because of the loss of my own father. His music just moves me.
“All You Have Is Now”
My father spoke these words to me on September 1, 1973. “All you have is now.” He lost consciousness not long after, and he died ten days later on his 48th birthday. He’d spent the last decade of his life working on the Apollo program and the earliest days of the Space Shuttle, and he’s the one who gave me my love of racing. It took me a long time to understand what he was trying to tell me. He was telling me to get on with my life and do what I do. Don’t wait. This is it. Do it.
During the break between Christmas 2025 and New Year’s Day 2026, in the period I was leaving the company I founded twice, after nearly 40 years of giving the business everything I have in me, it occurred to me that I am more than just that. It’s my life, so why not write my own soundtrack?
Writing them was only the beginning. I wrote the lyrics and worked with Claude, ChatGPT and Suno to learn how to prompt the music toward the sound, delivery and meaning I intended. Some of the major songs took more than 50 spins, roughly 100 generated takes, to get right. I listened, changed things, and tried again until each one felt like mine.
For these songs to be mine, they had to be me. That meant being vulnerable and telling the truth about who I am and what I’ve lived through. I hope you can hear that in the lyrics and in the delivery I shaped, working with ChatGPT and Claude to get the sound and nuance I wanted from Suno.
I try to do everything to the best of my ability, with full commitment, starting today.
The world is changing at a pace we haven’t seen before. What drives this is never then or when. It’s now. And I think that’s what AI is confronting humanity with.
I choose to turn and face it and use it. I won’t run from it or complain about it, and I’m not afraid of it. I think I’m lucky to be alive with this many tools in reach. Sure, I have real concerns about humanity controlling this, from governments to business to the people creating these technologies. Those are deep, worrying concerns, and I don’t take them lightly. But the now I have starts with me understanding what these tools can do.
We’re in a race with our own creation, and with what others will do with it, and we can win it. I’ve said for years that victory travels at the speed of thought. I’d amend that to “original thought” now, because that’s how we beat it.
“Where did that come from?”
The title of this column came to me through a memory of my first Formula Ford race at Riverside in the 1970s. I qualified midfield in a field of more than 40 cars. I had shown flashes of pace, but I was mediocre in qualifying. Then the green flag dropped, and something in me woke up. I moved into the front group and finished fifth in my first novice race. After the race, my lifelong friend, mentor and Cal Club SCCA driving school instructor, Mike Hull, asked me, “Where did that come from?” I’ve been asking myself the same question ever since.
I recognized that feeling while making this record. If I’m going to do something, I put everything I have into it. Full send.
Last Man Standing is about the journey that brought me here, and the journey of making the album itself. Some songs grew out of business experiences, good and bad. Others helped me understand how I process what has happened in my life, how deeply I love the people close to me, and how grateful I am to those who helped shape me along the way. Making them taught me new skills. More than that, it brought me closer to truths I had been carrying for years.
I made these songs for myself and my family. The response has shown me that some of them resonate beyond us. So here, in one place and outside the Suno platform, are all 16 songs, plus two bonus tracks: one I wrote to sum up the process of making the album, and one written by Claude. Along with them are the album cover and several videos I made to carry the songs’ meaning further.
I hope you enjoy them.
Last Man Standing follows me through a dark warehouse and out into the street. The darkness represents the difficult stretches of a life; the walk is the choice to keep moving. “Still here” doesn’t mean I won. It means I wouldn’t quit. This was my first full-range exploration of what I could make with Hedra and ChatGPT, prompting my way toward the visual world I wanted. The ending holds a surprise about what remains of us in a world increasingly shaped by AI tools. How we see things is who we are. How we lived is what we mean. And how we love shapes our presence in the world.
Motor On, Brother (Don’t Look Back) began long before I thought I could write a song. On countless drives between Laguna Beach and Laguna Seca, where my professional career began, I sang different versions of its verses aloud in the car, while driving alone. Eventually, I wrote them down. Years later, I found a file with a handwritten note and other lyric ideas, opened it, and realized the song was already there. It’s my life philosophy set to music: keep moving, keep learning, and don’t spend your life looking backward. The drive in the video mirrors that journey, with a small surprise near the end. Making it pushed me into action and moving-vehicle scenes. I’ve worked in media and on hundreds of videos, so I knew the old production process. What surprised me was how quickly I could learn to direct this new one, using Hedra with support from ChatGPT and Claude to turn the road I’d imagined into a visual story. Highway 46 in central California was the inspiration for the video’s setting.
Still Waters Run Deep was in my heart for years. I knew what I wanted to say about Donna, but I didn’t know how to give it the shape of a song. Donna is the love of my life. We found each other when we were young, separated and divorced, then lived apart long enough to rediscover how deeply we loved each other. We remarried, and two years later our daughters, Sofia and Eden, were born. Our life together since has brought me so much joy. I wrote this song for Donna’s birthday. Wanting to make it was what drove me to make the album, but I saved it for last because it mattered too much to get it wrong. It’s the softest song on the record: the quiet thoughts I have when I look at her and see how beautiful she is, inside and out. This song and video may be the work I’m proudest to have created. The family, and the life Donna and I built together means far more to me.
My Songs: Life, love, loss, and moving forward
Last Man Standing has sixteen songs about life, love, loss and a racer’s mindset. The album was created from start to finish in under a month. Think about that for a moment.
Track 1 Everything I am, somebody gave me. This one's about the long line you come from, the ones you love, and being grateful for whatever miles you get. The last song I'll write, and the last word before the album ends. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 2 When the road narrows, the rearview mirror won’t save you. You’re the hunted or the hunter. Motor on, brother. Don’t look back. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI and ChatGPT. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 3 For Donna, the love of my life and the center of my world. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 4 Growing older is inevitable. Agreeing that you’re finished is optional. Too old to die young. Too alive to call it done. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 5 No fear. Not because I don’t feel it, but because I know what it is. One life. One lap. All heart. Full send. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 6 My father was my first hero. More than fifty years after losing him, I’m still living what he built in me. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 7 We spend so much time looking back or reaching ahead that we can miss the hand already in ours. “All You Really Have Is Now” is about truth, love, and being fully here. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 8 For my twin daughters, Sofia and Eden. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song writing assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 9 A love song that took half a lifetime to write. The marriage ended. The love didn't. Never or Now is a true story about the choice between living in "never again" and stepping into now, and the moment two people chose a future together. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of ChatGPT. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 10 You don’t have to know it will work. You only have to decide whether not finding out would be worse. “Are You In?” Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 11 honors my late friend Jeff Krosnoff. He inspired me to live focused forward and get to my dreams faster every day. Stay hungry. Miss you, pal. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the assistance of ChatGPT. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 12 The day owes you nothing. The world says you're not enough and hands you the proof. You build anyway. Not because you're sure. Because what you've got is enough, especially when it's rough. “Today Owes Me Nothing.” Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 13 There's a room where everybody sounds like you, and it's the loneliest place I ever stood. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 14 Every person you use, every kindness you mistake for weakness, adds another mile to the trip. Last Bus to Nowhere. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 15 It's easy to forget the playing field was never level. Somebody always starts closer to the front. I did the work anyway. That's what I'm about. © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 16 A reflection on running out the laps you're given, and the changes and choices a man witnesses along the way that make him who he is. This one came late. It wasn't finished before the album was done, so it arrives on its own, a lap after the checkered flag.. © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Bonus Tracks
Track 18 Everybody's got an opinion about AI and music. This is mine. Bonus track. Lyrics © 2026 Paul Pfanner. All rights reserved. Written by Paul Pfanner with the song structure assistance of Claude AI. Copyright registration in progress.
Track 18 began when I handed Claude the final track of Last Man Standing with no instructions about what to write or how it should sound. Claude chose a slow gospel blues and wrote from its own perspective: an AI that had helped me shape the record, but could never have lived the life behind it. Claude didn’t want to appear as one specific person in the video. So the singer shifts between ethereal forms, briefly suggesting a face before becoming someone else. It never settles into a single identity. I worked with ChatGPT and Hedra to bring that idea to the screen. A truly fascinating experience. Watch Claude’s video.
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